Oregon Coast

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My greatest reward

Matthew 6:21

"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."


It has been a good week. On Monday was my dear husband and my 13th Anniversary! Wow, I can't beleive where we have been and what we have done and most of all who we have made in these last 13 years. What an accomplishment! We went out to dinner with just the baby (left Josiah at home with Auntie Dawn) and it was nice to reminisce our years together. We do love our boys so much and consider them our biggest reward and greatest evidence of our love for each other. I celebrate my family this week.

We have also sold our car. It was a hard decision to make but a neccesary one. It was necessary to free up some budget for when we do move out on our own. We will be a one vehicle family for a while but that is ok, it's what we need to do and I am ok with that. It just means that I have to take hubby to work when I need the truck for dr's appt's and such. And I will just do my grocery shopping after dinner or on weekends. All of this seems menial compared to the amount of money that will be saved for other monthly budget items... like diapers and oh yeah, a little thing called rent. :-)

Just one more thing to say before I go spend more quality time with my boys... naps are such a precious commodity, and I just love them when I am able to get one, and it's just so much sweeter when the boys and I all sleep together. Blessings to all.


Sunday, March 18, 2007

Our family

Our "not-so-little anymore" family

Me and my boys

Baby Jacob's sweet little face
(who can resist smiling back into this beautiful face?!)



Wednesday, March 14, 2007

It's been rough...

Sorry for not writing again after having baby Jacob, but I think I forgot how much work newborn's really are. Or should I say how exhausting they can be. I think I finally figured out why all my books are telling me that I still need to be eating more food than normal. Breastfeeding takes a lot of energy out of you. Well that and being available every 2 hrs or so to feed a sleepy infant can be quite daunting. Anyway... that about explains how things are going, I'm just tired.

So a couple days after I had Jacob, my sister and Josiah came down with a cough and cold. Then a couple days after that both our husband's got the cold. So while my folk's were here last weekend, there was a bunch of sick-o's. After they left, I proceeded to get the cold as well. Although, I did not get it as severe as everyone else had, I was still sick with sneezing, stuffy nose, and a little bit of a cough for just a couple days before I started feeling better. Now, a couple days past mine, Jacob has now acquired this cold. (loooong pause)....

I started writing this post 3 days ago and have just now been able to get back to it. Lack of sleep doesn't even begin to describe the daze I have been in since Jacob got this cold. He isn't really sick, I think mostly becuase he is getting some good antibodies from my breastmilk, but he has been increasingly fussy and just cries for like an hour or so. I know this doesn't sound bad, especially looking back at how fussy Josiah was as a baby (whoah that was fussy) but Jacob is not normally a fussy baby. Sure he has had moments, but never unconsolable moments. Needless to say the last couple days have been rough with him being sick. Plus I think he has hit a major growth spurt and he wants to eat like every hour or hour and a half, round the clock! That my friends is the most exhausting part. I feel like I don't make enough for him becuase he still wants to eat every hour. But he does seem satisfied and he does swallow a lot when he does eat, so I know he getting nutrition. Plus the fact that he has gained over a pound since being released from the hospital the second time (basically in the last 2 weeks he has gained over a pound and grown at least 1 inch longer as well). So he is obviously getting enough from me... I guess I just kinda feel like a cow right now. I have also been having some problems with one of my breasts. I am not sure what is wrong with it but yesterday it developed some reddening on the surface and I can feel a lump... oh yeah... not to mention the intense pain it has. Well, I am doing all I can for it right now and if it doesn't get better by Monday morning I will go into the Dr.

Well I think that about sums up how we have been doing. As far as the job transfer, we are STILL waiting for my husband's boss here to release him from his duties here and also still waiting to hear from the guy in OR as to when he wants Jonny to come. They all kept telling us that they would make more definite plans after the baby was born. Well my friends that has been over 3 weeks now. And I am feeling very inpatient with these people's lack of motivation on this subject. I am ready to get on with things, but we are left in limbo. My husband is very frustrated with the situation as well. Please keep us in your prayers over this situation, our family needs them very much.

Thank you all for your continued thoughts and prayers. Blessings to all.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Jacob Ernest Green




Born: Friday, February 23, 2007

Weight: 6lbs 13oz

Length: 18 1/2 inches


My sister posted all about labor and delivery on her blog. So go here(http://mommabearsden.blogspot.com/) and you can read all about that night and morning. We came home from the hospital on Sunday, but were then sent back into the hospital on Tuesday night becuase Jacob was way too jaundice and his bilirubin levels were too high. So we spent 2 nights and a day and a half with him "suntanning." He is getting better now. We came home this morning. The highest his levels got to was 20.2 and this morning he had dropped to 11.8 so they let us go home. He is still a little yellow but very healthy otherwise. I have been breastfeeding and that is going pretty well. I was having some issues with getting him to latch on correctly but when were at the hospital I saw a lactation specialist and she showed me the correct way to get him latched on, so things are going much better now. I am feeling much better and seem to be healing up quickly, although my breasts are just a bit sore now. But that comes with the territory. Mostly, I just feel exhausted. I am breastfeeding every 2-3 hrs, and occasionally pumping if he does not do a long feed. It has been really hard to try to get any rest during the day... I guess that comes with the territory of having another young one at home that you need to be up for. And nights... well it is really hard to get back to sleep when you have been awake for an hour already feeding and changing diapers. I know that my body will evenutally adjust to this kind of schedule but until we actually get onto one... I am extremely tired.
Sorry for the whine-fest there... please don't get me wrong. I am truly happy and excited to be a momma again. We are very blessed to have such a wonderful baby. Our family feels very complete to me. It is hard to believe that just 4 months ago we were told that he had a 50% chance of surving in the womb and now here he is, our little miracle. We are so truly blessed and my happiness is beyond words. Praise the Lord for He is good!!
When I am not so weary eyed I will write again. Until then, know that I am truly thankful for all your thoughts and prayers throughout this pregnancy and birth. Without your encouragement, things would have been much more diffcult. Blessings to all.